Fail, a word I know too well but I’m determined to not let it keep me down. I want to be stronger but realize that I need additional support both mentally and physically.
I noticed that when people were rooting each other (me) on, I was doing great! I felt not so much obligated anymore but motivated. And then the encouragement dwindled down….and then so did I which means that I NEED to have people surrounding me, telling me I’m doing great, forcing me to exercise, and pointing a finger saying “Don’t eat that!”. I NEED it. Seeing my picture with the apron on made me realize that I’ve gained weight and it sickens me. I don’t know how it can be so hard for me to lose weight when I want to lose it so bad. Frustrating.
Biggest Loser starts tonight and I know that they inspire me and I’ll get back on that horse and start again. Even so, I also know that I need more than that. I need help from a program and I need you. I hate to ask you to be there for me when I’m not always there for you all but I need you.
I am looking at weight programs to see what might work best for me. Every one of them has had success and failures but I want to know what you have tried and why it did or didn’t work for you.
I’ll continue my workout routine but I need you to make sure I do it–to remind me to do it every chance you get.