I get a lot of people saying, “You don’t look like you weight that much!” but the sad fact is, I do. Many times when I post pictures of myself, I cut just about every part of my body off that I can. But you’re about to see just how big I am. Did you know that I wear spanx constantly and that I even try to hide my fat, in my house, from my own husband? I sit a certain way, I pull my shirt way down, and I never let him see my get dressed. He’s very supportive and has never said anything about my weight except for, “You look good to me.” but it’s all in MY mind. Maybe I’m not 300lbs but I am still considered obese at the 190lbs at 5’5. And still get confused for being pregnant.
And by the way, that’s my fake smile….that’s a smile that is trying to cover up the fact that I am cringing inside because she’s taking a fully body picture. Cringing because she’ll probably show the family that picture and they’ll see that I really am fat..not they don’t already know but a picture is so much more real.
So, because I’ve been working hard on my weight here lately, I want to do a little more. I’m already doing the 10-minute trainer but I think I need some cardio and I think a treadmill will be perfect for me. I’ve had one, loved it, it died.
YOUR INPUT NEEDED
I’m asking YOU for your recommendations on a good–cost friendly treadmill. Something that I can fold up to move into my room out of the way so that it doesn’t crowd my living room. Can’t wait to hear what you have to say!