Whatever group you’re in whether it’s a clique or not, do you ever notice that their are cliques inside of it? I mean, you think you fit into the overall group and then you sit back and watch and realize that you really don’t, you’re just trying to pretend you do. Oh, everyone is so nice and they try to make you feel like you are one of them but you know you’re not, you know that it just ain’t gonna happen. It reminds me of high school, where you have the uncool kid trying so hard to be like the cool ones and no matter how they dress or act, they never truly fit it in.
Nevertheless you keep on doing your thing while feeling completely worthless deep down–non-existent type of feeling…….you know. But still, you keep on….trying to keep up with the Joneses or trying to be something you’re not or help them but see very little in return. This is how you know who you’re real friends are…………………..I know who mine are, do YOU?